Since this is my last present to you…
I’m going to do it well.
I’m going to show you, even if you’re not here, I’m still living so well.

因为你。

那原本与我格格不入的冷酷性格,现在与我融为一体。
那原本不属于我的冰冷眼神与表情,现在成了我常挂在脸上的表情。
原本让我那么反感的寂寞与悲伤现在却成了我最好的”朋友”,因为它总是对我”不离不弃”。
那原本让我那么厌倦的憎恨感,现在竟然又回到我身旁。

以前的笑容,快乐,幸福,满足,
现在统统消失不见。

这一切都怪你。
这全部全部的不开心,都是…

 

 

 

 

Happy birthday wishes to…

1) Sharon Kiew Mia Lan
I will send you loads of atomic bombs (which are useless against me) to bomb those who irritate the shit outta you ;D

2) Amberrrrrrrr ;DDDDD
Yes Sharon I’m dead jealous you have the same birthday as our Amber >.<;;;;; But be grateful ok! I remembered yours because of her. *runs* HAHAHAHA.

ok I shall continue being emo naos. OFF TO LJ TO CRY MY EYES OUT!

First, I really don’t care who might see this, because I really don’t mind at all.
Whether it’s people who love 2PM, hate 2PM, or those totally don’t know who they are at all.

Although not a fan of 2PM nor Park Jae Bum, This doesn’t deserve to happen on anyone, just because of a stupid mistake he made like what? 4 years ago?
Just look at how old he is only now, moreover 4 years ago?
Don’t tell me you’ve never thought of “Oh, I hate my parents, they don’t know me at all”
I’m SURE, at some point of your life, you’ve thought that before, right?
This is a sin even graver than what Jay Park had committed, because those are parents that raised you for life, when he only went to Korea for his training, which is barely even 6 years.
If you don’t know anything that poor guy has been through, what right do you have to judge him?
Even though he’s not born locally, but he’s still half Korean. If this is how you treat your fellow countrymen, I don’t know what to say anymore.
If this is how you treat people who barely knows about your own country’s culture, I’m not sure whether I’d still want to travel all over there when I grow older.

All of you had just crashed someone’s dream, and did it so easily, just because it’s not YOUR dreams.
You’re making such a big fuss about this matter, and overlooking what type of feelings he had 4 years ago and now.
You ought to feel guilty, those who forced Jay Park out of 2PM.

I shall not comment on this case ever again because it brings so much shame for me as a netizen, and as a fan of Korean culture and Korean-entertainment industry.

(And actually, I don’t care what type of shitty comments people are gonna give me on this post, as I’m 100% certain that there are many more who support what I say.)

Life’s not been fair lately, I’m sure close friends would know why…
But I’m still good. ^^
Not dying yet, not so soon… hehs.
Some bad stuff happened, some great incidents came about…
I’m not gonna talk about the bad stuff, since it does more bad than good anyways xp
So imma just update on the nice things that happened recently…

1. Got that wonderful smtown 09 summer album from arirang (yes I’m still grateful)
2. got back my english test (which i don’t remember having) today, and my summary scored a startling 22/25! ;DDD
3. got back my PPR today. ONLY FAILED AMATHS ;DDDDD ehhhhhhhhhh~ I passed Emath ok~
4. Got my wonderful 11 pts for L1R4 HERE I COME POLYS!!!
5. Got 69.5 for english. ;DDD but only 0.5 marks to get an A2 siah! then L1R4 can get 10 =.=
6. got back chinese ‘O’ level results some time back. A1 WITH DISTINCTION FOR ORAL! ^^
7. Am very glad that my peeps in school like my cliquemates (Zihui, Yamluan, Elaine etc etc) are there for me when I need a good laugh or a good cry ^^
8. Got another option for the courses I wanna take when I reach poly. Law? Or tourism and hospitality? Or should I ditch languages course as a sub-course and take those 2 together? I’d die DDDD:

‘Kay that’s all the happy stuff for now.
Hoping for more to come ^^

But seriously, Law? Tourism and hospitality? Languages (specifically Korean)? Or should I take the 1st 2 and take the last one outside with my own money?
*bangs head in confusion*

ARIRANGTV SHOWBIZ EXTRA JUST SENT ME SMTOWN’S O9 SUMMER ALBUM TO ME AS A PRIZE FOR IT’S 1000TH ISSUE SURVEY.
WHOA HOOOOOOOO!
*hyperventilates*
Really, i expected it to be a cheap gift but THIS, was totally unexpected!!!
I screamed when i saw the packaging HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Mom thought I was mad hahahahahahahaha!!!

DAMN. ARIRANGTV I LOVE YOU SO, SOOOOO MUCH NOW <3333
*sents loads of love*

I shall go hyperventilate with someone naoz. ;DDDDDDDDDD

Never.

Why must you steep so low?
Tsk, ridiculous…
Why is it that your skin is so thick?

Did you know why I cried when I recieved my results?
Because I thought of how much I had to think of those horrible things when getting those results.

People kept asking why I cried when I got so much better results than others.
They will never, ever, know what I went through this whole time.

))):

I MUST be a dog in my previous life.
I’m almost SURE of it
(In fact I’ve always wanted one, and ALSO… Wanted to be one *beams* )
I bark like one, shake my head like one, have puppy eyes *slaps self*.
I just don’t like to chew on bones that all, but heyyyyy, doggies eat cereals and meat and veggies too

But Mrs Chia asked if I had a fever when I did my trademark bark again in front of her )))):
*pouts*

))):

I really have to bow to Onew.
*90 degree bow*
How is he able to do donald duck imitations?
I tried a lot of times but i either got a headache or sounded like a broken record tape =.=
But then I kinda laugh the hell outta myself (by myself too, hey my sucessors!!! Learn this! It’s a new trick! ke ke ke xDDD )
Even the thought of it sounds hilarious

Ah~~~ Maybe I should do this instead of killing people. hehs ^^

I need to scream at someone, hit/slap/kick/whack someone, grab someone’s collar and shake that person until he/she pukes.
I feel like pissing off every single person who talks to me.
I need to be violent, just today.
I want to kill someone, literally, just for today.
And I promise you, I’ll be fine after that.

So who’s gonna be the one?